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There’s a roaring inside my mind as I pretend to sleep peacefully next to your serenity.
Inside I’m wailing at night as I pretend I’m alright
when I just want to die.
I’m so tired of being
Of seeing
Of thinking
Of choking on my insanity
Of thinking I should be…
Be…
Just be…
When I want to be nothing
Because I can’t fucking breathe
I’m choking on the expectation
Of being
when I’m chained by my thinking
So I lie in bed lying
pretending to be sleeping
while I’m choking on thinking.
I hate thinking so I drink til I’m Drowning
I can’t breathe and I’m not thinking
So I drink until I’m
No thing.